20th Post!

This is my 20th post so far. Wh00teh.

So, I spent the past day in Sackville! It was great fun, getting to see my friends again. I hung out at the Bridgestreet again, this time with Abdon, and this dude from China, I think his name was Phil. It twas fun. I happened to leave there at exactly the right time so that when I reached Centennial Hall, Dr. Campbell was leaving it. He asked me how my summer plans were, I told him I hadn't gotten a research position, and was looking for something in Oxford that didn't involve peeling onions. He told me they were applying for more money, and, though they didn't know if they had gotten it yet, to send him and email and he would "let me know". I'm praying that this means I will get to do something interesting this summer after all!

I'm trying to figure out what to do about my boyfriend... I haven't talked to him in over 60 hours, which is unusual for us, and he hasn't sent me an email or anything, also unusual. Yeah, I know, people dealt with longer times of not hearing from each other in olden days, but we don't have to deal with that now; that's the point of having the internet and stuff, so people can contact each other more easily. On top of the lack-of-contact, I was on MSN for half an hour last night, and he was online, but apparently busy, because he never replied to me. *sighs* I'm trying to figure out what legitimate things could keep him totally occupied from the moment he got home from work until when he went to bed at night. Short of surgery, and he's no doctor, I can't think of anything so vitally important that it would keep him busy for 6+ hours without a 10 minute break to write a quick note. *sighs again* I'm trying to think of the best way to approach this when we actually get to talk... I'm going to be blunt with him, so that his male brain(again, I don't mean this at all in a derogatory way) doesn't have to decipher those clues us girls understand INSTANTLY. I am hoping he has a really good explanation. I know he's stressed about the whole afore-mentioned mess, but you'd think he would welcome the excuse to think about something different, or at least unload his worries to me, via email. I'm just confused. I want to be as charitable as possible about this, but I am hurt. It can't be that he dislikes writing emails, because he expresses himself very well through writing, and always seems to have fun writing, and he used to send me emails all the time. He sent me one almost every day when I went to WYD. I just don't understand. I don't want to be mad at him. I hope it's nothing I said... but guys don't usually go in for the round-about ways of telling you their hurt. I'll ask him anyways... Oh, Joseph. It's a good thing I love him.